homesick.

i just had a phone call with my little brother...

today is his birthday, he's 14 now.

after all these years i thought of him of my LITTLE brother,

but now he's barely taller than me, his voice started to change, he's in love with girls (yeah, it's plural, coz it changes over time...you know, puppy love hahah :D), next year he's going to high school, and in the next three years he will be heading for college.

time flies, yeah.

i miss him.

i miss my little brother, i miss his sarcasm (yeah, he is a sarcastic sometimes ;p)

although it was irritating at that time, the time when he teased me, disturbed me, the time when we run around the house because we fight for a piece of cake, the time where i can hug him...

I miss his cute voice when he is playing with teddy bear. believe it or not, he is a doll-lover. he has some teddy bears, hammy bears, tasmanian devil, alex madagascar, and many others.

I remember when we went to Ferrari shop during our trip to Europe, he asked not for Ferrari car figure, but for the teddy bear wearing Ferrari suit. My mom had no other choice but to buy it for him, hahah :D

I miss those days where when i got home, there's my mother cooking dinner in the kitchen,

my dad doing something in his office desk, two of my little sister and brother watching Disney Channel upstairs in the living room, so serious barely noticing me coming home...

but then i sit there in the couch in the midst of them,

and yes, i am home.

i miss home.

that's why i cannot wait for my little sister coming this coming holiday,

i want and i need a piece of home with me.

in.......(counting) 31 days i'll be heading home, yay!

anyways, happy birthday my dear brother,

i love you, all the time :)