bella.

everyone reads new moon, I do.

the main thing at new moon is that Edward left Bella;

the reason is to put her in a safe situation.

I wondered how Bella could feel so sad and get depressed.

Now I understand how it feels to have a big hole in my chest,

nothing there; empty.

Now I understand Edward didn't do a heroic thing to make Bella safe;

he left her.

I sleep in tears, that's what you called doing the right thing.